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Why Accidental Writers Often Tell the Most Honest Stories

Most people imagine writers as people who always knew. I suppose, in some ways, you might even say I was one of them because I wrote short stories in high school. But, like so many others who loved writing, the “Love” of writing wasn’t obsessive enough to propel me toward a career as a novelist.

So, not even the child with notebooks under the bed or the English major quoting Baldwin at nineteen or the aspiring novelist who introduces herself as “a writer” long before she has written anything worth is necessarily anything but an accidental author. The truth is that many of the most compelling writers arrive at writing via a circuitous route rather than the straight path we might assume. So where do writers come from?

They come from boardrooms, classrooms, newsrooms, hospitals, marriages, divorces, campaigns, courtrooms, and funerals. They become writers not because they spent their lives cultivating a literary identity, but because they eventually encounter something they can’t stop thinking about. I have long felt that this experience matters in writing, perhaps more than anything else. Taletn certainly isn’t enough… although it helps.

People who stumble into writing accidentally often spend years observing human behaviour before they ever attempt to describe it. They’ve worked with difficult people. They’ve watched institutions protect themselves. They’ve seen good people act selfishly and selfish people occasionally behave with astonishing grace. They understand that most human beings are not consistent enough to fit neatly into moral categories. In my experience, this changes how they write fiction.

Writers who arrive through life rather than academia are often less interested in performance. They’re not trying to sound like writers; rather, they’re trying to understand something. The writing becomes an investigation rather than an exhibition, and readers can feel the difference even if they have no idea where it comes from.

I think that there is a particular kind of dishonesty that creeps into fiction when the writer already knows exactly what he/she wants the reader to believe. Characters stop behaving like people and begin behaving like arguments—moral arguments that morph into preaching.

By middle age, most people have discovered that villains rarely announce themselves as villains. They rationalize. They justify. They protect their self-image. Even cruelty often arrives wrapped in explanations that make sense to the person committing it.

Fiction becomes interesting not when it delivers moral instruction (*gag*), but when it allows readers to inhabit uncomfortable ambiguity. A novel can explore revenge, greed, abuse, power, forgiveness, or corruption without issuing a sermon. In fact, fiction usually becomes more powerful the moment the author stops trying to control the moral outcome.

In my view, readers don’t want to be managed, but they do want the chance to recognize the truth of a story.

Accidental writers are often better positioned to provide that truth because they didn’t begin with a theory of literature. They began with experience. Something happened. Someone betrayed them. Someone disappointed them. An institution failed. A relationship changed shape. A contradiction became impossible to ignore. The writing then emerges from pressure rather than ambition.

Perhaps this is why some of the most honest fiction feels less like writerly performance and more like confession. OF course, that’s not necessarily an autobiographical confession, but an emotional confession. The writer is not standing above the reader explaining the world. The writer is standing beside the reader, trying to figure it out.

Ultimately, the healthiest and most honest way to approach writing may not be branding, but curiosity sharpened by experience.

I believe the best fiction rarely comes from people trying to prove that they’re writers. It comes from people trying to understand what happened to them—and to everyone else.

[originally published on my Substack, May 28, 2026]

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The romance of the library: A writer’s refuge

The rare book library at the University of Toronto is open to the public.
The rare book library at the University of Toronto is open to the public.

This past weekend I found myself roaming the spaces inside the rare book library at the University of Toronto and thinking about novelist Rita Mae Brown when she wrote: “When I got my library card, that’s when my life began.”  I suspect I could have said the same thing.  I have always loved a library, and this visit brought back a flood of memories, and reminded me about what a real, book-filled library can mean to writers.

When I was 16 years old I started my first part-time job.  I was paid 80 cents an hour to work ten hours a week in the local children’s library. A writer and book lover even then, I was elated not only at the extra $8.00 I had to spend (or save if I was feeling virtuous), but most especially because I could spend those hours among the stacks, re-shelving books and helping kids find that perfect read. The next year I started university and got another library job; this one was completely devoted to stacking books among the very many, multi-tiered spaces that constituted the main library at my university.  I was still delighted to breathe in that unmistakable smell of books. I loved it until I could no longer afford the time away from my studies and that was that.

Years later I found myself toiling as a university professor; again the library became an important refuge for both work and for research.  But the end was drawing nigh.  Online resources became so much more convenient, saving me both time and effort thus permitting me to accomplish so much more.  The digital book became a god-send, although I thought that I’d probably not go that way for my own leisure reading.  I was wrong.

Today I cannot imagine not carrying my library around with me on a mini-tablet.  I cannot imagine not being able to highlight with a click of a finger-tip, or to make a note that will immediately be filed in order.  I cannot imagine a student today wanting to lug around heavy books.  But none of this means that I like a real, book-filled library with a real, living, breathing librarian any less, nor does it mean that the library is any less important to culture in general and to writers in particular.

So what does this real library offer today’s digitally-savvy writer?  Here’s what it means to this writer.

How could you not be inspired by such books as an original Chaucer?? You have to go to a library to find these gems.
How could you not be inspired by such books as an original Chaucer?? You have to go to a library to find these gems.

  1. “I ransack public libraries, and find them full of sunken treasure.”  So said Virginia Woolf, and so do I.  Libraries are treasure troves of writing ideas.  You can go into a library without a single notion of what to write, and come out with a journal full of ideas.  Although free roaming can be inspiring, if you have a general area of interest you can go to that section of the library and begin scanning book titles.  Or, what’s even more fun, you can randomly select a few books from the stacks, find a comfortable place to curl up with them (libraries are full of these areas) and begin to explore between the covers.
  2. “A library is the delivery room for the birth of ideas, a place where history comes to life. “  I like to think that Norman Cousins was echoing my own notion that when you have an idea for a piece of writing, but are not entirely sure how to get it from the beginning germ of an idea to a fully finished piece, you go to the library and allow that idea to gestate and elaborate.  I begin by searching for a specific book about the topic area.  For example when I started writing about Edgar Allan Poe in In the Shadow of the Raven and I had an idea about the female heroine, I went into the university library and searched for a book about 19th century women.  I found a wonderful and very old book that was just the inspiration I needed to get into the character.  Then all you have to do is scan the shelves near to your first book to see related but increasingly divergent topics.  Just get to know the cataloguing system in the library of your choice.  Often public libraries use the Dewey Decimal System, while university libraries use the Library of Congress System. And yes, you can go into a university library to peruse the books even if you can’t take them home.
  3. “Google can bring you back 100,000 answers, a librarian can bring you back the right one.”  Neil Gaiman hit the nail on the head with this one.  Librarians are amazing professionals.  I have never met a single one who wasn’t delighted to help me find that exact resources for me.  That’s because finding materials is what they do and they do it very well.  Start with Google of course, but get that one crucial piece of information from a real person.  The American Library Association put it this way:  “When you absolutely positively have to know, ask a librarian.”

Libraries can be magical places for writers.  You can have your coffee shop writing sessions or your marathon computer stints, but I’d recommend trying a library appointment with yourself.

I’ll let Frank Zappa have the last word:  “If you want to get laid, go to college. If you want an education, go to the library.”